Yes, let us raise our desires higher, let us consider how much does
Jesus love us, and all what he did for us. Let us turn to the crucifix
with a new look, as if for the first time, and let us look at our
Jesus, nailed to the wood, casting on each one of us a look filled
with love and mercy, not a reproach
only love
Let us consider all the benefits that we received from God since the
beginning of our existence.
At our birth, He was there
At our baptism, He deified our soul
He came and dwelt into her
with the entire Trinity
And we did not even know it
this
did not prevent him from loving us, and acting within us.
In our first falls, He was there
in the others also. He patiently
mended all what we had crushed.
We drove him out
ten
times
twenty times
or a hundred times
He came back;
He settled at our bedside
He cured us
He turned us fairer.
In the storm He was there, an invisible companion on the boat
When you happened to carry the cross He was there, on the heavier
side, least his beloved child would be crushed under its weight.
You forgot him for long years; you have lived as if He did not exist
He is waiting for you and looking at you with love.
You betrayed him after you
had given him your heart; you took it back, thinking that you could
find something better in a creature, and quite soon you realized that
nothing and nobody could ever replace, or be compared with Him. And
He is looking at you and waiting for you with love, with the same
look he had on the Cross, as the father of the prodigal son, as the
Good Shepherd, hugging fast on his heart the sheep he has found again
Let your heart take its flight
towards him and tell him:
"O Jesus, your hands are nailed down: I shall be your hands to
nurse the sick, feed the poor and orphans, bury the dead, build your
churches, schools, dispensaries, orphanages and hospitals, in which
you will have the first place in the poor and the little, who indeed,
belong to you. I shall be your hands, to hold the Holy Host and offer
you up in sacrifice on the altars, so as to implore Mercy from your
Father, and save thousands of souls.
O Jesus, your feet are nailed
down: I shall be your feet, to go on the roads where You will send
me and announce the Good News to all, tell them how much You love
them, and carry you in triumph to the four corners of the earth.
O Jesus, your eyes are filled
with tears, dust from the road, sweat and tears: I shall be your eyes
to look lovingly at all those I will meet on the way, the ill-loved,
prisoners, the neglected, the embittered, tepid, indifferent, so they
may know that You are there and You love them immensely.
O Jesus, your mouth was shut
in the throes of agony, after having drank the gall and vinegar, after
you had drank the chalice to the dregs, after you had given us, as
our Mother, the Most Blessed Virgin Mary, your own Mother: I shall
be your mouth, to tell everyone that She is really our Mother, tell
them how much She loves us, and how much You love us; I shall be your
smile, to restore courage and trust to the unfortunate and those who
despair. I shall be your mouth to sing the divine praises, make You
be loved, and make the Most Blessed Virgin Mary be loved."